The new school year always caused extreme stress on my life during the end of summer. Unlike last year, I feel extremely nervous. All these nervous feelings and thoughts of people judging me and other negatives are slowly going away.

This is the last time I put up with this, which in it's own way is a little sad.

I no longer care about what people think of me. I no longer dwell on how to get people to notice me and respect me. I no longer give a shit. I finally live my own life. I finally have my own interests that I'm not ashamed of.

Basically, this chapter of my life is coming to an end, and I couldn't be happier. I know I'll miss high school, but that's only because it's the beginning of my life. Feelings I doubt I could get back that I eventually will. I'm still a child, technically.

Btw, I never got my schedule. Oops. :P
I'll go sometime this week I guess. For some reason, I still don't know the school by heart, even though I'm gonna be a senior...

Ah well. This is the last time. :D